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{ ashley // SIHUI'
3rdteen.o6'eightyEIGHT.
❤ bowling. cycling. shopping. 38-ing.

as of o9/o9 :
39 days to POL-ITE!
171 days to graduation!
278 days to bePUREadult


Saturday, December 29, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:19 PM

it just kept me wondering,
have you ever spare a thought for me like you used to?
you say you know me well,
ya i agreed. but that was last time..
but to what extend do you really know me well NOW?
you dont even know what i want from you at this very moment.
you kept saying i know you well, know what you want from me and all, BUT DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT I NEED?



you say you want me back
but what are you showing to me?
it doesnt prove anything that you want me back.
i just feel that you are pushing the blame on me whenever i dropped the idea of going back with you.
we cant even communicate properly now.
everything wasnt like before.
not at all. not a single little bit.


this morning,
you sms-ed me.
it was nice of you to show concern.
but what happened next, you shot me!
is it really wrong of me to tell my friends about us;the problems and all?
cant i just listen to my friends for advice?
i dont wish to regret anything and get hurt from anyone, especially YOU, not as if you didnt know.
once, i turned upon dead ears about my decision from my friends just to go back with you.
and i regretted much for not listening to them after the same old thing happened again.
what is the point of telling me SORRY now and said you will try to mend it back by giving you a third chance?
for what you tell me this morning..
whoever you heard the story from, i dont care.. and i dont intend to find out which close friend of ours tell you so..
but it was the fact that i did asked them for it..
but no one had mention the word spare tyre thingy to me..


i miss the good old times we once had.
but it is totally impossible now.
not after those mistakes you once made.
i gave you chances, not as if i had not.
not once but twice..
you left me heartbroken and cried buckets and do whatever was SO impt to you.
you and your unknown reasons of leaving me
or you can blame me again for dumping you aside when i was enjoying my life with my other friends.
whatever.


but at the end,
i still have to thank you for creating so much memories of ours.
thank you for calling me during my stocktake at the wee hours to cheer me up and all
thank you for calling me during my cab ride home when i was alone.
thanks and a million of them.
those moments will irreplaceable..
the sweetromance i once had.



你能给的, 已经不是我想要的了...
我要的, 你已经不能给了.




Tuesday, December 25, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:18 PM



f e l i z n a v i d a d, mypeople!
bless you people with lots loves and hugs.
may all your wishes come true.
hope Santa somehow pamper you with gifts and great friends around!
(: (: (:



3 nights of Christmas gatherings with friends.
got 6 gifts and presents in total.
MUM; pumps from KAPPA.
DAD: voucher from RSH.
ROYSON : PRINTS 2008 Organiser
RYAN: TURTLE Massager.
JOAN : CHOCOLATE from THAILAND.
GEENA: DIY SHIP
NICOLE; CHOCOMINT FROM MALAYSIA.
thanks alot (: (: (:


kicking in the christmas time...


23rd Dec
met Ahtek after work to buy softbuns & beehoons at Bugis.
headed down to Gab's place with Louis, Stan & Genli.
it was more like a match watching between Manutd vs Everton than a christmas party.
13 of us were there, including Gab.
Gab, Ryan, Moo, Darren, Dalbert, Fir, Stan, Louis, Genli, Ahtek, Ele, Chorboon & ME.
(: (: (:




but we were going on HIGH when we played POKER.
i was caught once. but thankful that Stan helped me gulped down the vodka with 7up.
HIGHLIGHT - SPB upcoming vice president FIRDHAUS got DRUNK or whatyoucall HIGH with 14caps of vodka with 7up addon.
believe that he is HIGH, as he still know exactly what is happening around in Gab's house and all sort.
he started laughing to himself and stole the whole tub of B&J ice cream from us, and refused to return!!
OMT.
had to apologise to Louis, Ryan & Fir.
because MOO had to drive me home first, and due to time constraint, they had to flag a cab home from YCK. SORRY!!



24th Dec
met up with my bowling kakis for bowling at SPGG.
what a large number indeed.
Chorboon, Josh, Dal, Stan, Ahtek, Ming, Genli, Xuliang, Ele,XiaoBai & ME.
well, ChorBoon got the SAME SOLUTION AS ME. EXACT SAME COLOUR..!!

compare them.
one is 7 months old, the old is only barely 5 days old!
one shiner than the other.
by right, MY SOLUTION SUPPOSE TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE CHORBOON'S.
DULL.
BUT due to certain reasons of my laziness, i tend not to wrap off the oil that stains on my ball after bowling.
TRACK SOLUTIONS!
*woots*
it was fun to bowl when you are actually competing.!
Xiaobai, Ahtek & I lost to Josh, Stan & Chorboon!
OMT.
6 games are just enough. (:



Josh drove Xiaobai, Stan & I home.
as SCBX aka PNBS in the tournament, are having NTU this thurs, so they are "parking" their balls put at my house!!

parking fee : to treat their JIE, which is me, well (: and stop bullying her verbally!! (you guys know what i mean)
*grin*


met up with Sheng at Woodlands.
went to Geena's place
WE GOT LOST BY ALIGHTING 1 STOP BEFORE THE CORRECT ONE.
but thankful we met a stranger who is willing to help us.. (: (:
PINGPIANGPONG and whatsoever.
had dinner. and that is when MAHJONG SESSION STARTS.!!
was so late when we came to realise going back my home to collect stuffs will mark exactly12 on the dot.
that is when..WE COUNTDOWN TO CHRISTMAS WITH THEM UNDER MY BLOCK!!
(: (:
had to really dissapoint Lingwei, Sheng & Geena that i needa go tht early as my phone was bombarded with Dad's calls..NOT REALLY THAT SERIOUS thou!



25th Dec
it's christmas time.
met up with Xuliang & Ahtek
SUPERStan was SUPERlate.
that rhymes somehow.
bet the 2 guys were cursing me when we ran all the way from Plaza Sing to The Cathay when it was raining.
and upon buying the tickets, the rain stops!
you know how fast i bought the tickets??
OMT.
bet they got to hammer me one day!
opps!


went acarde and we stormed it with the new game
something mania.
it's about beating ghosts and completing 6 stages.
MY GOD.
we shall play it again SOMEDAY, PEOPLE!!!


had Pastamania as late lunch.
1 Alfredo.
1 Scallop & Broccoli
1 Creamy Chick
1 Ham&Sausage Baked Rice
1 12 inch Hawaiian Pizza
2 Combo B
1 Combo C.


watched National Treasure.
well it wasnt that really nice as compared to the part1.
but alright thou.
worth watching but not for $9.50 of cos.
=X
I WANT WATCH AILEN VS PREDATOR2, I AM LEGEND & ALVIN AND CHIPMUCKS!!
(: (: (: (: (: (:



strolled down to Cityhall/Esplanade.
had HaggenDasz as desserts.
my bad, guys!!
alright i know..OMT.
shop around before heading home.
(:



OHDEAR,
so this is how christmas ended for me.
meaning which, STOCKTAKE IS HERE.
oh babies, dont miss me when my stocktake is here.
i will be missing from the networld for a couple of days.
working from 1pm on till early morning like 4am or sort.
for the word; stocktake.
please bless me that i wouldn fall asleep while counting those stocks, neither to any of my colleages working the night shift as me..OR ELSE WE WILL BE IN DEEP SHIT WHEN THE RESULTS COME OUT AND THE RESTOCKTAKE GOT TO BE HELL.!!
kind souls, do buy me some hot yet nice peppermint mocha from STARBUCKS, please.!!
(: i will love you so..
(:




MERRY X'MAS PEOPLE.
ciao.
sweetdreams to all.
i miss my babes&baby(ies).
truckloads loves.
a moment to remember.
stubborn as an old man.
never did i see someone like this.
i make up decisions for all of us,
so that everyone sits in perfectly during the outing.
but somehow,
i dont know was it excuses or BIGSHOTS that you kept turning down.
this aint the first time.
sometimes, it is that hard to live with you and your whatever lifestyles you had.
but whatever!
whatever comes by,
we are still friends
happy x'mas to you, boy.

Saturday, December 22, 2007!
HandWritten on; 1:45 AM

boy: will you.......
girl: you should know the answer.
boy: i know.. i take it as a yes.
girl: no, you should know the answer, i had been giving the same old answer since the last few times you ask.
boy: you should know this is not what i want to hear from you.
girl: you should know this is the only answer i can give to you.
boy: after all these years, what i get from you, is this?
girl: say i am cruel or sort of this and that. that's the answer i gave to you now and ever.



someone asked me the other day through SMS, will i ever consider myself a new boyfriend or relationship
so i told him, my boyfriend is ABB, name is blah blah blah.. (you guys should know what it is after reading my previous entries...) he got a little upset or whatever it is.. i dont know ok..
then he spoke up..
in the past, you love music. almost everyday after school, the first place you headed to was not home nor canteen, but the bandroom. I had to go there and find you everytime till your bandmates know and got laughed by them..now you love bowling, so are you showing me that you are heading towards the alley everyday now.?
i cant blame him. cus is the fact and truth that i love music and bowling.
i know i ran to bandroom almost everyday then.
it is hard to see you too then after school.
you'll be home or somewhere else but not the badminton court in school.
maybe it was my faul for dumping you aside then.
but what happened in the end???
whatever, it's the past. we cant put the blame on anyone now.
whatever.
seriously, no one can change my mindset that i wouldn give up bowling and music for anything else.
this is the truth that SOMEONE ELSE HAD GONE THRU.
i choosen music over boyfriend.
and i had no regrets. serious!
and i had not given up on music, do not mark me wrong even i'm not in SP BAND.
that doesnt mean i gave up on music! (:
i love my eup.
that's the fact!!
OMT.
why i am being so emo and pen down these thoughts.
*heave a sigh*
whatever.
life will soon got to be better than this.



as promised,
the MUJI BOWLING TOY...

i am buying it!!
(: (: (:


as usual at work,
customers are so nice! (:
maybe customers are always nice except that day.
whatever.
i completed Nicholas Sparks' A walk to remember in a DAY.
all in a day work!
MY TIAN.
read it on my way to work and home.
and DONE!
that's really nice!!
i know by the time Rina & Nic read this, they will be like I HAD TOLD YOU SO!!
bought another book today ; I did a bad thing by some female author who has this as her first publish book
(: (: (:



Stan & Xuliang came by Muji today.
(: (: (:
Stan brought him there CUS HE LOVES THE CHOCO STRAWBERRY MARSHMELLOWS which i bought for them as x'mas gifts! (: (: (:
OMT.
i never knew XL loves food other than BIRDS, maybe.



was busily doing up and tidying my own department WHEN......
my 3 good brothers came.!!
(: (: (:
i was carrying some baskets to the entrance then...
voice: excuse me can i have the basket please.
me: sure. (looking up upon passing...) (OMT!)
you guys know my reaction to it lah..
NICE ONE ANDY!?
i wondered whooooooose rottenly good idea it was from, but whatever!?
who cares!? =x



i dont pity them for waiting for me after work.
they deserved it.
LOL


* * *

think of doing up my reflections and all before the year ends.
as i dont think i had time to blog it the next few days as stock take is coming, EXAM SCHEDULE IS OUT PEOPLE!!, christmas gathering at Gab's place, christmas gathering with Lingwei & Co., christmas with my brothers, christmas outing with Nic & Co. blah blah blah & OF CUS NTU!


reflections 2007!
1. valentine at work!
2. the breakup.
3. birthday with babes at kbox.
4. birthday with Casey, Sher,YT, Ping & Shenzhi at Sentosa & Cine
5. birthday with my BELOVED SEMBWINDIANS at Band chalet (: (:
6. birthday night with the 'old' him studying under voiddeck.
7. birthday with Fate & Lester at Vivo.
8. the letting go part.
9. STOCOBX
10. SYCC & POL-ITE!



wishlist 2007
1. us to stay happy (we are both happy now!)
2.health is impt. (i'm healthy)
3.GPA to be at least 3(it has not even reach that mark!)
4. to represent SP for POL-ITE. (yes i did!!)
5.them to get at least a GOLD. (well, they didn enter SYF this year ; truckloads sad!)
6.us be united.(i dont know!)
7.HIM to have a GPA of 3.9 again. (: *i m stressing u* (think he did!)
8.endless shopping (i miss shopping!)
9. new 11 pound ball (my track solution aint fake!)
10. dexter bowling shoe. (NONONONO!, i had not got it!)
11.more gathering for oxified.(nah..)
12. less stress from work =x (well, alright....)
13. break my personal record n doubles record (: (i/we did it! 232!! 1000++)
14. peace* (whatever!)



wishes for 2008!
1. ipod nano or psp before march'o8.
2. PFM option for year 3
3. break my record again!
4. overcome the stress factor in bowling.
5. POL-ITE in 2008.
6. maintain or improve the average that i had been getting these few weeks (:
7. sparing pin 7 & 10 like piece of cake. =x
8. LEARN TO SPARE PIN 7 & 10 S-P-I-L-T, so that Gab will buy me airtickets to OLD TRAFFORD.
9. FOLLOW THRU!
10. my steps!!
11. my balance arm
12. have a nice big "2" birthday! (i just cant believe i'm turning to an age of a number starting with 2!!) MY TIAN

people with smart eyes know my 3rd to 11th wishes are all on bowling!!
MY TIAN!!


tomorrow is my OFF DAY!
i am lucky that i am off.
cus my hardworking colleagues had to worktill midnight tomorrow!!!!
*pat on their back!*
it's 2.25 on the clock.
SLEEP!!
have some caramel sleep(:
i miss my caramel frappe and caramel macchiato.
i need some peppermint frappe too!! (: (: (:


you never fail to pull me up when i am down.
but you always left quietly
after adding some shock to my life.

Thursday, December 20, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:31 AM

officially declaring...


i miss bowling!
actually not much
not until
ROYSON TOLD ME THEY MIGHT GO BOWLING TODAY WITH THE SLAYERS!!
OMT.



3 days of not bowling since the last training.
a future of 2 weeks might not be bowling kind of thing clouded my mind.
training only resumed when school starts ; 7 jan.
and that will be the last training before the holidays came by again.
when all Year2s (except Zul) and Sihui went for ITP.
beats me.
at least i get to bowl till my hand breaks or something before and after i come back from Shanghai.
(looks at STOCBX and the rest!)
just kidding!
at least STCOB can bowl after ITP ; provided they are still energetic still after work.
when is our STOCOB or STOCBX doubles challenge huh!?!?!?

(find MOO! ; cant find cus' she is in her bed in KL for MILO)
all of us can bowl!!
opps!
except MOO!
cus she will be in Auckland for 9 weeks or more for her ITP.
unless she brought her 3 balls over to the alleys there.
(:
muhahahaha.
what a evil remark from me.
=D


OMT.
someone please asked me out to bowl please.!!
Kallang Leisure?
SPGG?
Safra Yishun?
West Bowl?
NO TAMAN JURONG PLEASE!
NO SAFRA TAMP PLEASE!
NO MARINA SQUARE PLEASE!
2 weeks of not going to bowl is haunting me!
p/s: Sarah called me yesterday and asked me out for bowling at YISHUN!
but i cant make it.
OH THAT's BAD!!


hate it when the bowling alleys are situated so "near" my home.
totally inaccessible.
i wish like Josh told me so.
his ex-coach got 4 lanes in his home in Indonesia.
and it only cost $1000 SING DOLLARS there to get 1 lane or two.!?
imagine that!?!?



i miss bowling.
NTU Invitational coming up.
supporting PNBs and the ONLY GIRLS team from SP and any other boys team from SP!!
(: (: (:
everyone JIAYOUS!!
sure i got to be sort of jealous by watching them bowl for that 3 days at Yishun.


right!?
OPPS,
i am going be late for work.
SEE YA GUYS.
I WANT BOWL!!!


i have a boyfriend.
he is ABB (not ABC!)
he has blue eyes.
his name is Solution; Track Solution
that's it.
bowling alley is our love nest.

dont ask me stupid question
when you know
i love bowling more than anything now.
screw it!
mess with me, i give you hell.
and i am sure of it.


有时候太过温柔体贴更伤人
谢谢你的温柔跟体贴.

!
HandWritten on; 12:40 AM

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can -


Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you



oh boy,
work was like this and that this x'mas season.
what do you expect.
meeting customers that really appreciated you and SAY THANK YOU and gave you a smile that warms your heart after you severed them. THAT SOUNDS AND LOOKS SO WARM that at least you know they like your service despite the heavy flow of traffic of the pre x'mas crowd, HUH!?
everyone at store was busy, either serving customers or wrapping presents for the customers.
everywhere is the same.
peak hours and time.



so as i mention the other time about the frsg.
MY TIAN!
got to write a report for what happened the other day.
i was like HUH? me report.? been a hundred thousands millions and a billions years since i wrote one..and that was like sec5?!?!?!?
MY TIAN!
so i was dumbfounded on what to start and all.
On 15 Dec 2007, around 5pm..
and here i got stuck..
i paused for quite long, uncertain what to write.
and i just crapped through, i was working the afternoon shift
that sounds abit off.
but whatever.



AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE MANAGER OF THE SECURITY GUARDS OF BHG BUGIS TELLS ME THAT DAY BEFORE/AFTER I SUBMITTED THE REPORT?
he said, my guard tells me he had never say that to you. and since we got the proof i think he shouldn say that. that is very wrong..
OF COS' i knew it was wrong of him. as a security guard, aint he suppose to give chase to someone whom had rushed out of the store thus activating the bloody anti-shoplifting alarm panel thingy, instead of seeing me and tell me right in my face and point to some directions and tell me, the lady walked that way.. and after i came back un-manage to find the SUSPECT, tell me to feedback to my manager that he should ask 1 of my colleages to stand at the door from 10 to 10 just to spotcheck the people who passes by this alarm thingy whenever they triggers it?!?!? and shytting me by telling me one totally-contradicts-his-hint-stupid-remark to me beforehand (hint: she walks that way) OMT, thanks for your hint man! I DONT KNOW WHICH LADY WHO WALKED AWAY.
MY GOD!
such a nice remark from him!



whatever..
my consience is clear that he bloody tell me those things.
so what you are a newbird. !?!?
should i stay with my philosophy that EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES?!?
WOW! what a great mistake he commit.
whatever.



anyway, PEOPLE, guess who i saw at work yesterday!?!?!?!?!?!!?
not those campus superstars who frequent MUJI, nor Elvin Ng who came a fortnight ago, not Kym Ng who came by months ago nor Edmund Chen and family. nor the BILLY ONG OR BONG who came 2 days ago.
JUSTINA, MARTIN, WALLACE, ZH KOR & IVY SHALL BE SHOCKED TO HEAR THIS.
i ran into our beloved MATHS TEACHER, MISS KOO!
she was at muji shopping.
well, she didn recognise me despite me calling her.
OMT.
what a small world.
she said she had retired this year.


she just reminds me of something bad we did in sec2.
ya, practically the whole class of 2e2 dont enjoy her maths lesson.
sleep or chat through the lesson while she yelled at us for not paying attention.
who cares then.
naggy!


nasty things we did that get the 7 of us into deep shyt trouble then, had to report to Mrs Goh then.
the bad and nasty PREFECTS, CHAIRMAN & STUDENTS.
JUST, MARTIN, WALLACE & I WERE SO AFRAID THAT WE WILL GET SACK FROM PREFECTORIAL BOARD THEN. and poor Ruiping got scolding as a chairman. ZH Kor & Jianyong are notorious as anyone knew then.
well, i shall not say much as my people in SP dont really know, neither my friends from outside knows, maybe friends in Sembawang Sec dont even remember nor heard of. except those in 2e2'02 or the whole of express stream in SSS'02.
drop some hints for you guys to let your imagination run wild.
imagine super glue + teacher's chair and table = ___________________.
*grin*
that is how nasty i used to be. (: (:




it was so nice of Ahtek & Stan that they came down to find me after buying some bowling gears.
I am sorry that i was busy serving customers then.
KINDA EXCITED WHEN I SHOWED THEM THE BOWLING TOY THINGY OF WORLD MUJI.
it is nice man!
so cute, right guys?
i know what they got to say - waste money!
well, should take a photo and you guys shall be my judge if i should buy it!?
MUHAHAHAHAHA!


* * *



had company lunch at fish&co.
with my beloved colleagues.
Zhihui, Xiaoling, Sheila, Aunt Jane, James, Ian, Ping, Sally, Shuyi & Aileen
duh, there's me too! (: (:


back to work.
what some crap things.
FINALLY I SAW FATE!!
what is totally craps are the customers.
especially some office ladies.
EGO?
CLASS?
B*TCH-Y?
RUDE?
whatever.
3 of them simply pissed my day off.
not forgetting the guy in his mid or late twenties.
what a b!
changing a new piece for her, also got nagged!?
MY GOD.
secure the bag for her with a tape, also got nagged!?
what a b!
insisting that we got this item when we assured you that we dont have it after upteem times.
and complained this and that after we tell you that we dont have it again?
OMT


FOR GOD'S SAKE,
if you are buying a innerwear (in layman's term, A BRA or AN UNDIES) for your girlfriend for christmas.
isnt that understood-ed that it is not exchangeable.
and so what if my colleages had tell you by mistake that it is exchangeable as she thought you are refering to a piece of shirt..
MY GOD.
dont tell me you want change your boxes that you wear and ask for exchange, that is extreme RIDICULOUS MAN!
and we had intiated a good thing to you that we asked for refund.
he bloody insisted he want exchange after letting his girlfriend try after he got home.
cant he just drill my info into his thick head that INNERWEAR ARE NOT EXCHANGEABLE DUE TO HYGIENE PURPOSE!?
WELL, Comeon, not as if i had tell you we can refund you on the spot. YOU CHOOSE TO GET YOUR LEGS OUT OF THE STORE AND BLABBERED SOME LANGUAGES THAT MY COLLEAGUES AND I DONT UNDERSTAND. AND STORMED OFF AFTER YOU THREATEN ME WITH YOUR "BETTER GO TELL YOUR STAFF CLEARLY THAT THE ITEM IS A INNERWEAR AND IS NOT FOR EXCHANGEABLE WHEN SHE TELL ME WITHIN 3 DAYS."
what a sneer comment from that guy.
what a b.!
he must be a guy who had not gone shopping for his own underwears nor boxes.
MY GOD!



i am yanking away again!



WOOTs,
bumped into Aunt Sharon & Grandaunt at work just now.
(:
catch up with them a little.
before THAT Security Guard came in and interrupted us.
YES IT THAT SAME SG.!
and Aunt Sharon was like, OMG, this is the third time you are telling me.. Arent you sick of it?
somehow, he never heard it. WHATEVER!




been reading a storybook that i bought months ago. and i am FINALLY STARTING ON IT!
it's ending.
OH YA. i felt so sorry for MOO.
i got to bring the Chicken Soup for Singaporean Soul for her to get herself packed during her bus ride to KL. OPPS!
well, hope that Dalbert & her bowled well for MILO.
(: (: (:



it reads 1.35am on my clock.
got to go.
SEE YA PEOPLE!
(:
loves.


your call and sms-es make me felt loved and warm.
i felt the presence of you
and i know you are there still all this while
when you call me with the D word,
the feeling i got was different from last time you said it
something is missing from it
and it had gone missing for long
things had changed too
both of us changed; for the good or worst i dont know.
i miss the good old times we had.
but it is gone forever and ever.
it will never be back, trust me.
leave.

Monday, December 17, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:03 PM

天空下起雨了
他撑的伞在你的身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑是很勉强的


我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答


爱情是模糊的
可怜的是没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去我们每个人都是受害者
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情教会我们都放不下




Sunday, December 16, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:28 PM

GLORY GLORY GLORY to THE DEVILS
*woots*
we won liverpool at ANFIELD.
spare me people.
on CLOUD9.







time to date myself with my recent happenings.
bowl.
comm meeting.
work.
pierce my ear!
and the list of matters to do up during the weekends are also done.
*mentally give it a tick*





i've done with my greeting cards, SP OPEN letters, wrapping of presents & of cos getting my PRINTS 2008 ORGANISER.
THANKS TO ROY!! (tht's obvious!)

and i hope you do like the one i pick for YOUR JAI'S WEDDING. (in the case, this is the way you spell J-A-I)




went out with Nic a couple of days ago.
bought the organiser, and she got hers too.
pretty nice!
(: (: (:
happened to bump into Shenzhi!!
omt.
i miss her badly,YA!?



shop around for x'mas pressies!
and she left for Nigel's.
while i went to Gran's.
"returned" the lappy to Aunt Faith.
chilled with Roy & Jiahao after that.
catching up times..
being 99524411097847057484758 days since i last met him.
to be exact is like almost 1 and a half year.
MY TIAN.
glad to hear from him, that everything is going on fine!! (: (:
~homesweethome~





anyway, ROY
thanks for helping me to pass the message to Kor the other day in school
THANKIES!!
(: (: (:







had lots of fun at work these 2 days.
MY GOD.
Gredine and I continute the BOXERS part 2.
we were really laughing like mad about them..
seriously, this season male boxers are DAMN NICE!
Gredine and I were like thinking of buying it.
of cos' Gred got someone to buy for...
then, we saw Ian.
and we were like laughing..
maybe it is only me, cus i remember what Ping wrote in her blog about BOXER part1 about Ian..
MY TIAN!!!







well, something real stupid happen too.
which make me quite cross about it..
and i was like wthffooggb ; PPBF.

so this is what happen.
the alarm activated at MUJI yesterday.
the anti-Bulgar alarm thingy..
so i fasten my pace to the entrance but only manage to see one lady walk away.
SO IT IS THAT OBVIOUS IS HER PLEASE!?
and therefore, i went to chase after her but to no avail as i lost sight.
SOMEHOW, SOMEWHAT, it happened that a secuirty guard was there standing just outside the bloody entrance!!
and he can tell me this, SHE WENT THAT WAY (pointing towards the escalator!)
and he told me twice!!!
i was like WTH, arent you the security guard and once you heard it arent you suppose to give chase and stop the lady?
totally pissed out with him..
and he can actually tell me this,
YOU ALL SHOULD ASK SOMEONE TO STAND NEXT TO THE ENTRANCE, AND GUARD. SO WHEN IT RINGS, YOU ALL CAN CHECK THE CUSTOMERS BAG. SHOULD FEEDBACK TO YOUR MANAGER..
and i went DOTS.
really is OMTwthffooggb ; ppbf.
zzzzzz








year ending in 15 days
this 15 days got to be very very packed.
stock take.
ntu compy.
x'mas gathering.
and all sorts.
WOOTS.






shall blog soon. (: (:
nites people.
ARS vs CHES ; must watch!!




glad that you tell me you are still around.
(:


时不时,
会拘起我们之间的回忆.
很想把快乐美好的留在脑里,
再把伤心的扔掉
却发现伤心的回亿
比快乐的还要多.


Thursday, December 13, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:00 PM

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTE LITTLE COUSIN - SHIYING!!
(: (: (:



you always bring lots of joy & laughter to me in any other way you can.
remembering how you look into my eyes and share me your innocent jokes and all.
and your never say die-attitude of assurance.
the 258228411065 times you try to snatch the bolster away from me for everytime you came over.
the way you yank about your school life and friends.
every single things we shared for the past 12 years..


you took after my looks as everyone claimed.
you took after my tomboyish attitude and all.
you took after alot of what i used to behave and act.
just that you are a little more skinner than i am.


from young, i scolded you for everytime you disturbed me.
i threw my temper at you.
for once, i shouted at you for drawing my excerise book and stepped on me.
you hate to shower. especially when we shampoo you. you never fail to cry over it.


as we grew older, you started bugging me to play with you.
Barbies, Polly Pockets and all.
then when you grew abit older, i was busy with my school and you picked up maple.
and that is when you become more talkative than usual.


sometimes, you just make your cousins laugh out loud for everytime you crack a silly joke.
remember how you react when we called you a pig, due to the zodiac of yours.
you were always cried and throw a temper and said, I AM NOT A PIG, I AM A GIRL!
and after upteem times of telling you that your zodiac is a pig, you still refused to admit the fact.
after you entered primary school, you finally accept the reality that you are a pig baby. AND YOU ARE OVERJOYED WITH IT AND SAID, I AM A PIG BABY! (like no one business!)


you are like a sister to me.
dearly.
my sweet little cousin, who is entering sec1 next year, is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo small size. DO EAT MORE MY GOD!
with lots love and huggies.
xoxo



OMT
this is the longest dedication for anyone i wish for their birthday in my blog!
MY TIAN!



meet up with Brandon & Justina yesterday, as Brandon is enlisted.
catching up times with them.


it had been a year since i met him.. (i think so!)
he was super wooper late.. bet he must be finding some time styling his hair for the last day before he got in. LOL


afterwhich, went back to school with Brandon while Just went home.
take care BROTHER!!
shall catch up sometime again when you book out!!
hopefully with the rest of the euphies!! (: (: (:
Brandon, Joey, Jiaming and the rest of the people we met in the cyberworld.!! (:
EUPHONIUM ROCKS.
(sorry justina; i know trumpet rocks too! mmm... LINGWEI, CLARINET ROCKS TOO YA!?!? aiyah! inshort, bandworld rocks!!)



ended up, i was late in meeting Gab & Stan.
SORRY!!
but in the end, WE DID BOWL! (: (: (:
7 GAMES
5 with the guys.
and last 2 games was a compy!
SPINNERS VS HOOKS!
Spinners (ME, Karen & Yusof) won the Hooks (Gab, Darren & Stan) in the first game.
ahead of 112 pins!! (: (: (:
the second game was WOOTS!
SPINNERS WON AGAIN!
201 pins up! =D
SPINNERS ROCKS!!



stayed back and watched Fir, Ryan, Karen & Yusof played league.
Lester was there too.
Mr Yeo HK too. (:
Gab, Stan, Les & I were busily gulping the jellybeans that MOO gave Lester
opps!
do up my structure which in the end i failed to complete.
got a free ride home from Yusof's mum.
THANKS!!



* * *



site visit at Bukit Batok.

this is somehow somewhat the site got to be in time to come.
a 30 storey FLATROOF office & a 9 storey FLATROOF warehouse.
keyword: flatroof!


those who went ; dpfm 2a21 2a22 2b03 and 2b04 (: (: (:
SORRY NO GROUP PHOTOS AS YET!



have you wonder where this leads to?

is this..!
the crane!!
no prizes for guessing the correct answer! YA!?



seems that we are entering a spiderweb!
a real big one thou!




inside my-self-proclaim-spiderweb!

my last visit.!
provided i got into PFM option and this bound to be my LAST SITEVISIT.
nonono!
the last second..
as OITP i am going to somemore sitevisit!
OMT!
but only on weekends! (: (: (:


reached back school quite late.
had 2 currypuffs as light lunch before Structure starts.
went to BOWL again with Sarah.
3 games.
quite satisfied with the average.! (: (:
got to really kick off my bad habits.
no balance arm no follow through no free swing(which uncle Adam gun me down on Mon!) the out of tempo steps.
4 big bad habits of mine!! ): ): ):
kick them!


Karen accompanied me down to Queens to pass the team shirt to the dealer for printing.
and we ate LAKSA.
like millions, billions, trillions, zillions, mega-llions and giga-llions since i last ate LAKSA!!
it was yummy!! (: (:
Sarah dont be sad, we shall visit the REAL KATONG LAKSA BEHIND ROXY SQUARE SOMEDAY! (: (: (:


i am a food addict.!
not junk, obvious!
i miss eating doughnuts, cupcakes, cookies, muffins, softbuns, brownies & lots of cakes.
it is a no wonder i put on 5kg/10 lbs for the past 2 months! {ohmytian}


ROY, i know what you got to say!
i aint glutton! HUH!?!?


i am officially dead broke.
x'mas is nearing and i havent wrap finish those presents which i think i had to give by Monday!!
worst is when i left out some friends of mine.
MY GOD.

ROY, dont rush me for your present please.
i know you got mine ready.
BUT opps! SORRY!
yours need to wait for the reindeers and Santa and a little more.
MY GOD!


and Roy, you are right.
i am changing my gift list again.
readers, please tolerate for awhile.
OMT.
1. ipodnano
2.cash for the prints organiser
3.bluedot or purple jazz
4.puma belt
5.money to get my hair straighten
6.new phone
that's the list for now, boy!


mid dec reads the calender.
meaning another 15 more days odd to a new year.
time to reflect what i had been doing.
(:
great or bad?
WOOTs
love today love today!
i am nuts.


anyway,
CONGRATS to PRO_NOOBIES.
they came in 1st Runner Up for the School of EEE Dota Compy.
GOODJOB. that you guys make it to finals, ya!?
AHTEK! CHILL K!?
be more optimistic!!


i cant wait for x'mas.
gathering with old friends over the Christmas hols.
LINGWEI, how is the hotel thingy coming up!!??
ROYSON & NIC, how is the gathering plan up??
STCOB, meet up during X'mas!! don't dota during x'mas please!!


lots of things to accomplish tomorrow.
last day of school for the term..
gems.
comm meeting
bowling (maybe)
go MUJI
return the laptop to Aunt Faith.
tidy up my studyroom.
hopefully can get some household necessity for my room over the weekend.
OMT.


i want some late night shopping babes!
Yvonne is out of town, dont really know when she is coming back from UK.
441245777742445 months since i last met her!!
everyone is busy working ): ):


alright people.
got to turn in real soon if possible.
maybe a game or two before i turn in.

OH YA.
found one song from Sally's blog.
this song has been wondering in my mind for weeks but i dont really know the singer and all sort.
so this is it!! (: (:

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁
暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱
撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜
我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜
我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜


oh boy,
you nearly give me a heart attack.

when smile and dimple met! (:

Monday, December 10, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:26 PM

sometimes,
greetings from a un-heard friend for long
is that warm.
thanks brother!


(: (: (:
somehow,
as time passed by,
we got so involved with things around us
that we forgot that we were once so close.
chat till the sun rises.
crap like no one business.
do lots of retarted actions
that people in the train thought we were nuts.

however,
the gap between us drift further.
one is so busy with girlfriend,
the other went MIA,
the last one was so busy with basketball
that i hardly see him now.

thou people walked into my life
and cheer me up
bring joy to me like you guys once did.
it's still 2 different groups of us.
one loves basketball ; the other loves bowling&DOTA.
6 boys ; 6 brothers.
really needa thanks the 6 of you for adding much colours to my life.

but,
i miss those moments with the 3 of your.
i miss my 3 muskeeters!
Kor, Gor & Crazy
i miss you three badly.


pss! Slayers dont mark me wrong!
i still love ya guys.!
OMT.
you guys really do the girls proud every Sunday!
(: (: (:


* * *



No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My head in the fire,
sooner or later I get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
Just like a tatto, I'll always have you.

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you

Marks everything I do.

Jordin Sparks - Tattoo



we could only met in crossroads and dreams.

Saturday, December 08, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:01 PM

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YUYU!!
HAPPY BELATED 2ND BIRTHDAY TO HAZEL!! (: (:




Mum got me confused the other day.
she said,
this saturday is rachael's birthday. are you going?
so my reply to her that day was,
rachael? not going, going out with my friends.
but my mind was like rachael? of soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many years suddenly pop out birthday party at age of 12?
whatever!


but this morning over breakfast,
DAD: are you going to Hazel's birthday later?
ME: WHAT? i thought Mum told me it was Rachael?
DAD: Hazel what.
ME: Mum said Rachael..! (and forgetful me totally forgot that Hazel is borned in Dec! MY GOD)
MUM: huh? i got mixed up? did i say Rachael?
ME: Yes you did! duh!
DAD: so are you going?
ME: I AM going out with friends to Terminal 3.
MUM: no! is busy with things..
ME: I AM GOING TO T3!
MUM: you are busy with things.!
ME: (why on earth MUM is changing my lines!?!?)
DAD: (blur)
MUM: what will they think if you are telling them you are out with your friends than coming here.
ME: =\ but the fact is i asked my friends out before you all tell me about the birthday!!
Mum was speechless, Dad continue reading newspaper!
MY GOD!!!!!



so as planned.
everyone was late.
storm t3!?!?
was waiting for the bus that took 5445415784106458 minutes to arrive.
MY GOD.
a total of two 854, two 969, one 853, one 851, one 852, one 39, one 857, one 855 & one 965 came before my 858 comes! MY GOD.
so i was late by 15 minutes.
phew!




so a total of 7 people went,
Ryan, Ming, MOO, Ahtek, Stan, Lester & I went.
Karen last minute cancel =\
had light lunch at Breeks.
happened to meet Yusof there (:


well, the architecture was alright.
nothing special.
oppps!
tour the gallery and all..
was wondering where and how the 800 bucks chair looks like..so ended up i kept taking photos of the chairs i seen.. OMT.

chair one

chair two

chair three without the 2 of them. tht's obvious!
and i dont know what on earth is Ming trying to?!!?



alot of lame things happened...
woots!

MOO wanted me to take this...
she's pretending to "take off" to Auckland soon! (:

a koi pond without kois.. MY GOD!
actually was wanting to take the photo of the bridge..




just when SCB got lame!
that's their usual self.
(:



had the 1 for 1 frappe from mac cafe.
while MOO, Lester & Ryan left for the development squad selections
the 4 of us sat down and slack for 78451106875459845 donkeys seconds. before deciding to leave. obviously is more than waiting for that 858 bus. DUH!
home or Kallang or somewhere else.
unsettled mind.



felt i had a nice photo shot of my 3 brothers (:

SCB in order!!
from the front obvious!


met Lingwei at town to get herself a new wallet and new pumps.
MY GOD. my new flats gave me trouble!
it bites me.!
ended up buying a slippers for myself.
and we did go back with some x'mas cards (:
or was it me!? LOL


had to apologise to Lingwei as we were shopping then calls came in that disrupted our shopping.. and she seems so pissed.
DUI BU QI~
anyway, whatever.
i am suppose to accompany her today, ended up me buying things..! MY GOD.
and i kept seeing flats pumps shoes & slippers
MY GOD.
found a few nice and better looking pumps than the one i bought!
RAH!!!
well, girls were never ever had enough shoes!!
that's pretty true!



was wondering what to buy for Roy.
MY GOD.
oh ya, ROYSON! thanks for your nice wishlist that you had set... (:

  • a Hyundai Elantra
  • a N81
  • Creative Zen Ultra Slim
  • Shirt for Jai’s wedding
  • PSP Slim
  • Braun Buffel Wallet
  • Enough $ to buy you one bowling ball
  • Enough $ to buy nano for you
  • Enough $ to get you your W910i
  • Enough $ to get you a 2 balls roller bowling bag
  • Enough $ to get you the dress and all from MUJI
  • Enough $ for you to rebond!

well, SISI if you want grant my xmas presents please grant me with..especially those last 6 of the list (or bold!) HUH?!? i’ll be perfectly thanking you! =D

and he purposely bold it the last 6 items on the gift list. MY GOD.
in the end, i had to spur out my own money for my own present HUH!?!?!?
what a nice friend i have all these years!!!

whatever.!
Lingwei let's meet up one day to buy x'mas presents!
WOOTs.
hopefully before the 24th party!!
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:
hMM, are we really giving Sheng to grant his wish of a foam party!?!?!?





a day of shopping that went pimp pong piang!
are you intending to left without us knowing..

Friday, December 07, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:32 PM

picture of the day

got it from sam's phone the other day.

i had been trying to do this, especially that day before training in the clubroom
but all i can get was...

2 balls only.
Josh's inferno & no mercy.
well, one day i shall try stacking Firdhaus's 15 pound Fury, 14 pound of any of SCB's balls (sounds so wrong!), Xiaobai's 13 pound Hyde, Yusof's 12 pound Surefire, MY 11 POUND SOLUTION and lastly Fer's 11 pound ebonite PLASTIC BALL!
i love plastic balls!
cos' PLASTIC BALLS CREATE WONDERS FOR ME! (:
sometimes only (opps!)


i had a second thought;
should i get the 10 pound Boogie from Royston?
or should i stick with Blue Dot or Purple Jazz?
or should i stick with my barely-7 months old Solution?
MY GOD.
{flickerminded-me}



well, fer had not been going training after POL-ITE.
my god. =\
ya, she is busy..of cus we do know, is some FSRs of the FRBB.
(wth am i typing..just treat it as some ailen language i am typing! [: )
OMT



school as usual today.
nothing much special.
(:
had to thank Josh thou, he tried to help me with retrieving those files/photos we took that day which i accidentally deleted them away. but it failed somehow.


change of plan.
dinner with ming & co was cancel for myself.
Stan fall sick..
being alone isnt a good thing thou. ):
so i went down to Muji to collect my payslip and helped Ping in topping up her food and all.
MY PAYSLIP IS STILL WRONG! ): ): ):
i am broke..


anyway, x'mas is coming as anyone knows..
well, friends of mine dont be surprise if you receive xmas cards from your letterbox which stated my address (:
haha. just though of doing something special this year (:


back on track...
i bought the Kappa flats/pumps!
*woots*
thanks MUM!
xoxo.

chat with Ping.
she just broke up with her guy just a few days ago.
my god.
she seems alright..that is what i hope so too.
GIRL, cheer up ya!?
see you on sunday (: (:



was leaving Muji for 77th Street to buy earrings.
and this is what i get now on my ear!!

had been trying to do this all along, but failed once and lazy to buy earrings and all sort of reasons.
MY GOD!

(wondering should i get another piercing?)
happen to meet Ahtek, Ming, Matt & Co outside Precious Moment.
what a coincidence!
so we catch up abit, but seriously they are like the tortoise man!
i bought the earrings and wear it and i spend quite sometime choosing the earrings that i like...and they were still outside Action City.
MY GOD.
now i know how much actually these guys love shopping!?
opps!



today dinner is off.
tomorrow shall be on no matter what!
SPB gonna storm t3 !
FYI, is Changi Airport Terminal 3 not SP Teaching block 3
MUHAHAHAHAHA!



anyway, i made up my mind under the huge influence of SimoneJie's, Nic's & Ade's.
i'm going to Suzhou, Hangzhou & Shanghai during my 10 weeks holiday.
but i'm going only for 3 weeks (:
i am real excited about it.. cos' it had been a long time since i went onboard a plane, needless to say is CHINA! 15 years since i last step on to the China's soil!
maybe i should grab some soil from the construction site there and place it in my luggage. so i can step on it everytime and declared I AM IN CHINA!
my god. I AM LAME! =\
Ade my roomie! (: (: (:
hopefully!
sure of cos' Shanghai got to be a shop-till-i-drop-stop.
WOOTS!


well, night people.
sweet dreams!
i'm kind of hungry thou.
):
whatever,
shall play a game of bowling before i dozed off to my dreamland.
OMT.
i am excited about tomorrow storming T3 with my SPB (: (: (:






if coincidence will to fall upon us.
what about miracle?

Thursday, December 06, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:20 PM

to a friend who might not read this (whatever!) :

i once said,
she loves you.
then i took back my words cos' i found out something.
but recently, i get to know something..
i dont know was it bad or good?
i really dont know..
somehow, the thought or my prediction came back.
she loves you.


dont tell me it is coincidence.
things arent that coincidence for the past 3 months.
ya, right!?
meeting you is already so that coincidence enough.
how many jokes will you want to tell me to make me laugh more and till the sun rises.
coincidence.?


dont mark me wrong.
i aint jealous or whatever you think i am..
i am not!
i just cant believe you felt nothing and do pretend nothing happen.
first you just pretend you didn know her when i spoke to you about her.
MY GOD.
now you pretend you didnt saw her on the street when i was walking with you.
i felt bad for her.
totally truely i am..




i dont know if you will ever read this..
i dont want to give her a wrong idea either.
i dont want any misunderstanding between me and her.
neither between us.




staying away from you, is the best solution?



whatever!
good night`
till we met ; if possible.

!
HandWritten on; 8:00 PM

I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn’t know you
Guess I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt


The feeling that I’m feeling now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give to have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby


When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together



I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface “I Only Think Of You”
and it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart
I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby



Mariah Carey - We Belongs Together.
a song to share, that i felt it so meaningful
(:



well, as my last entry states that.
OMT.
still felt so uneasy and all about what silly actions i had did last night.



anyway,
school as usual on everyday.
weekly activity on monday - training and dinner with the SCB and co.
tuesday ; suppose to be a girls outing with rainbow, but somehow alot of things cropped up.
tuesday is a boyfriend day for Yvonne and Rina need to rush through her report. Jasy fell sick.
so left with the 4 of us.
ended up, MJ at Jieyi's place. I WON! (:
a few bucks only.


wednesday was tragic.
it was raining meows and woofs!
dying to hope that the sports meet will be cancel by the organisers.
BUT TOO BAD! it didn.
there's a little time to spare then, so the 5 of us went GG.
surprise, Chor Boon was there.
so Josh & I were bowling with him, while MOO, Karen & Sam were sitting behind.


Sports meet started when the sky is pouring alot of meow and woofs still..
so it started.
Bowlers were assigned to be marshalls. but the 6 of us including Ryan who came later were like so bored and shivering under the shelter. (despite 2 umbrellas were used to protect us from the heavy rain)
our top to bottom were drenched. including my SHOES.
ENDED UP, the meet was cancel. DUI!

imagine both Karen & I ran to GG from the stadium and then to fc5.
the 6 of us were drenched.
thank GOD i had the BE shirt wrapped nicely in plastic.
changed and went moberly to meet SCB, as Ming, Ahtek, Matt & Co. were having School of EEE Dota Compy.
anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM - PRO_NOOBIES; they are qualified for Semi-Final next week. if they make it again, it got to be FINAL!!! (: (: (:



so we went Tiong Bahru Plaza for dinner.
and on the way back while waiting for the train..
SCB took alot of lame photos. which is really VERY VERY VERY FUNNY.
but it had gone to the drain now after i accidentally deleted them all from my phone.
that includes photos i took during the sports meet.
I AM SORRY!
hopefully, tomorrow or saturday we can take such photos again.
I AM SORRY! ): ):
hopefully tomorrow Josh can help me retrieve back everything! (:





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i recieved my first x'mas present from MUM.
she promised to give me some CASH for the flats/pumps i saw todat at Kappa (: (:
new shoes for work and going out! (: (:
!!!
anyway, i think i'm going to change my x'mas list again..
UH.
Royson, please listen and see properly what you should get for me during the gift exchange!
MUHAHAHAA!
1. $30 cash for the PRINTS Organiser! (: (:
2. ipod nano (:
3. money to buy more clothings
4. blue DOT & jazz purple. (: (:
5. the $23 pencil case from MUJI. (:
6. a new phone (: (:
7. BTTP' s 2 ball roller bag. (cost: $180 about there!) (: (:
8. the dress and top from MUJI (: (:
9. cash for me to rebond! (:
10. x'mas outing with STOCOB. (: (: (:

well, Royson get your pick for me for x'mas ARH!?
uh. the last one you can forget it. cus' it can only be fulfil by them (:
MUHAHAHHAHAHA!



well, i saw a promo from Jean Yip. $120 regardless of lenght to GET MY HAIR STRAIGHTEN! (: (:
*woots*
i shall go for it.. (: (:


ohya,
Mr Loo, the lecturer who is incharge for the China ITP programme called.
he say i am IN for the programme.
but somehow, i'm in the midst of whether or not to go.
things to forgo for this trip:
- 3 weeks of not bowling.
- 3 weeks of not shopping except the last week at Shanghai.
- 3 weeks of not meeting with STOCOBx. (without their craps and lames)
- 3 weeks of not meeting my lovely friends! (you know who you people are)
- maybe 3 weeks of not using the comp.
OMT.
forgo...?


well, i had until tomorrow to decide.
(:
whatever.




NITES people.
got to do up my structure & CT tut. (: (:
and Stan & Ahtek, TOMORROW MEET WHAT TIME HUH?
hopefully, we can take those stupid lame photos again =\




as usual,
SCB never fail to cheer me up and brighten my days (:



it took me 1 month to adapt to the life without you.
it took me 2 months to stop thinking about you day and night
it took 3 months for us to meet up
and the very first yet short conversation to start.
it took me 4 months to move on and not probe about it anymore.